a brighter discontent

I complain too much

but, I simply just can’t get over it. I can’t get over the fact that he still works with her. that their shifts are at the same hours and their breaks are at the same time. 9 hrs a day, 5-6 times a week. I just can’t. happiness lasts for a good day or so. but 80% of the time happiness feels so far away. I don’t know if I can ever forgive myself for the things I’ve done and I don’t know if I can ever forget the things he’s done. I’m damaged…… our relationship is damaged. my life is back to another depressing rut.

i know everyone’s sick of hearing bout my relationship rants … so that being said simply gtfo